by Shelly Prosko
“Hey I did it! Look everyone, I’m doing it!” was what I remember thinking when I was Double Dutch skipping at our recent family Christmas function. I was feeling confident, smiling and showing off my superb skills at age 41. Even though I hadn’t skipped in 25 years, I could still keep up with the kids because I take such good care of myself—I’m fit, agile, do yoga for healthy aging, meditate, eat healthy, create joy, educate and inspire others to do the same. Life is good. I’m so perfectly healthy. Then I remember a sudden intense “hit” to the back of my lower calf at my Achilles tendon that accompanied a loud pop. I went down in excruciating pain—and shock. I was looking around to see what steel object had hit me at such supersonic speed. But I couldn’t find anything. My cousin said, “Nothing hit you, you just went down.” It was then that I knew from experience as a physical therapist that I had completely ruptured my Achilles tendon. This is an example of an acute unexpected orthopedic traumatic injury. I have treated several of these types of injuries over my career, but when you are the patient, it’s a completely different ball game.
Shari’s post on Acute Orthopedic Injuries defines what an acute orthopedic injury is and how it is managed. Today I’d like to discuss the process that you may go through after sustaining an unexpected traumatic injury and how yoga can help you through the process. This is based on my experience in treating these injuries over the past 15 years in an outpatient orthopedic setting, as well as my recent personal experience.
Immediately after my injury, I was in shock for about an hour after. I was also in denial, and not thinking clearly. I didn’t even go to ER that night. Intellectually I “knew” the treatment protocol and prognosis, but for some reason, I wasn’t relating it to my own situation. This makes me realize how important it is to have support and allow people to help you when you are going through trauma. I wasn’t in a balanced mental or emotional state, and I certainly wasn’t equipped to be making important decisions. However, it’s in this state, that we are asked to make a decision: Do you want to treat this surgically or take the conservative, non-operative approach?
The benefits of my regular yoga and meditation practice were becoming evident as I embraced the truth of the situation, surrendered and became completely present in the moment. The combination of increased mental clarity and wonderful support from family and friends led me to finally go to the ER the next morning.
I was informed that the recent literature shows that there is not much difference in the long-term outcome between surgical vs. non-operative approaches and that they don’t commonly do surgical repairs to the Achilles anymore. I would be placed in a plaster cast for two weeks, then transfer to a boot cast for six to eight more weeks after that. The surgeon said, “Okay?” I replied “Okay.” Then he left the room and started working on making my cast. I don’t remember asking many questions. Typically, I would ask many! But I was not my usual self. I was still overwhelmed with emotion: fear, anger, guilt and sense of loss. Everything was just happening so fast. I remember hearing similar stories from patients. I would guess many people go through this type of experience.
Over the next week, the question lingered: Should I get surgery or not? There are so many factors to consider when you are deciding whether or not to undergo surgery. For the first several days, I was using vijnanamaya kosha (intellect, wisdom) to aid my decision: researching evidence-based results online, reviewing my own anecdotal evidence from clinical experience, analyzing other PT’s opinions, having discussions with family members and spending time in self reflection. These methods certainly played a huge role in my decision. We must use our mind as a tool to process all the information, so that we make an “informed” decision. But as many of you know, when you have a difficult decision to make, and you’ve analyzed it over and over again from all angles, sometimes your mind is no longer of service to you. You just need to make the decision, and, as Shari said, “make the right choice for me.”
I want to share the role that meditation can play in making decisions. Simply observing all thoughts and emotions without trying to “fix” or “decide” for a few minutes each day helped me in my decision. I found that connecting to that space where my true self lies—without expecting or looking for an answer to my dilemma—was very beneficial to creating a clear mind. Often times the answer comes effortlessly after this (although it’s not wise going into the meditation expecting the answer because then you have defeated the intention of the meditation practice in the first place).
A yoga therapist/PT friend recommended that I try accessing pranamayakosha (energetic body) to help with the decision, an approach you might want to try for yourself. He recommended that I visualize each scenario in detail, and simply watch how my breath responds. I also brought awareness to how each scenario physically felt in my body. It was astounding to see the difference between the two scenarios. In the end, I opted to stay with the conservative approach to treatment and I can say that I finally feel at peace with my decision.
But it’s not over. I was told that rehab would not START for another eight weeks. As a physical therapist and yoga therapist, I intuitively know that there are SO many other areas and issues that can be addressed immediately post injury, even if we cannot touch or move the injured body part.
Allow me to briefly outline how I’ve been able to immediately use yoga for rehabilitation of this acute traumatic orthopedic injury. Keep in mind that yoga is not simply asana practice. “Yoga” means to “yoke” or unite body, mind, breath and spirit. In yoga, we can address all five kosha layers to optimize healing:
Annamayakosha (physical body):
- Asana practice involving non-injured body parts will help me maintain overall physical conditioning, to prevent overuse injuries of areas being overworked due to abnormal mobility patterns and to improve overall feelings of well-being. My practice includes Cat/Cow pose, Thread the Needle hip opener, One-Legged Downward-Facing Dog pose, One-Legged Plank pose, Happy Baby pose, and modified standing poses with a chair and bolster (Warrior II, Extended Side Angle pose Resolved Extended Side Angle pose, Reverse Warrior pose, Eagle pose arms, Cobra pose, Supported Side Twist with bolster, and Legs Up the Wall pose. Here’s the first in a series of videos that show my practice (you can find the rest here on my youtube channel):
Vijnanamayakosha (intellectual/wisdom):
- Injury Education. I researched recent literature about my injury.
- Meditation methods for pain and anxiety control. I’m using a variety of focused mantra meditations and mental/visual imagery via a body scan.
Pranamayakosha (energetic):
- Breathing methods to address pain and/or anxiety. I’m using belly breath, nadi shodana, and bee’s breath.
- Focused meditation on breath. Simply watching/observing without trying to change pattern has been one of my most powerful tools for finding peace during times of intense crying and frustration.
Manomayakosha (mental/emotional):
- Resources and support for grief/loss (injuries resulting in any form of loss are traumatic regardless of ‘severity’). What is working for me includes conversations with trusted family and friends and readings from “Untethered Soul,” including this interpretation of Yoga Sutra 2.16: “Painful effects that are likely to occur should be anticipated and avoided.” (See here for more info.)
- Meditation. I’m practicing observing and watching emotions without trying to change them, but knowing they are “not me.”
Anandamayakosha (spiritual):
- For me, spirituality is connection to that space within that is true self, therefore connecting us to nature and all living beings. Injuries commonly cause a reduction of participation in normal social activities, resulting in feelings of isolation, loss and even depression. Connecting to ourselves, to others and to nature (even a daily brief outdoor meditation) can help us continue to feel this deep connection to spirit, which I believe is essential in any healing process.
I will continue to address all five koshas over the next eight weeks of waiting for “official rehab” to begin. Of course, this outline is unique to my current situation and it obviously does not serve as medical advice for your injury. However, I hope this sheds some light on how you could use yoga to help promote your healing in similar ways, even after an acute unexpected orthopedic injury!
Disclaimer: This article is not meant to diagnose, treat or act as medical advice. Please consult your health care provider for clearance and guidance before following or participating in these activities.
Shelly Prosko is a Licensed Physical Therapist, Professional Yoga Therapist and a Certified Pilates Instructor. She received her Physical Therapy degree at the University of Saskatchewan, Canada in 1998, her Yoga Therapist training through Professional Yoga Therapy Studies in North Carolina and her Pilates certification through Professional Health and Fitness Institute in Maryland. Currently, Shelly resides in Sylvan Lake, AB and travels across Canada and the United States offering specialty Physio-Yoga Therapy workshops, yoga classes, private PhysioYoga sessions, lecturing at University and College programs, instructing at Yoga Teacher Trainings and actively promoting the integration of medical therapeutic yoga into our current healthcare system. She believes that bridging the gap between Western and Eastern healthcare philosophies is essential in order to achieve optimal health. Her treatments are individually based and are a unique blend of both approaches. Please visit www.physioyoga.ca for more details and information.
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Excellent summary of how to practically bridge yoga and acute rehab Shelly! You laid out the broader biopsychosocial model of yoga therapy and provided examples for each so others can use it as a template. Here's wishing you deep learning and peace on your continued journey. A yoga therapist/PT friend, Matt
Thank you Matt. Your support and wisdom as a PT, yoga therapist and friend has been instrumental along this healing path. Your advice about observing my breath as I visualized each scenario of surgical vs. non-surgical approach, helped me in such a profound way; as well in my everyday overall decision-making. You inspire and guide so many of us PT's/yoga therapists all around the world! Shelly
Hi Shelly! Thanks for this great insight. I wish I would have read this before I chose surgery. I am having it tomorrow morning. I am excited to learn from you after surgery. This has been an eye opener. Thank you!
I very much agree with these thoughts about re-hab – really it starts day 2. I've fractured left 5th met twice, first time after six weeks it was showing no signs of healing so I had it pinned, second time I was given the option of sit and wait or immediate surgery which I opted for.
The first time I wasn't a yoga practitioner but had a working pilaties knowledge, the second time I had the extra resources of yoga. On both occasions I was able, after recovery from the immediate effects of anaesthesia, to start gentle mobilisation and movement of the rest of my body, working up to more energetic work so long as the trauma site wasn't stressed.
Recognising that I've matured into yoga since that last fracture, if I was in that position again (perhaps its should be when, not if) I would be embracing Pranayama and Meditation much more, plus a holistic approach to making best use of the time away from the more energetic aspect of physical practice.
I hope your injury heals, physically, with ease.
Well said, Jess. Thank you for your wishes. I agree with you re: the power of embracing Pranayama and Meditation in the early stages of healing. I just came across relatively new research about the diaphragm having a very close connection to our vascular system; concluding that the movement of the diaphragm can influence blood flow to peripheral areas (Chiappa, 2008). Quite a valuable bit of information supporting how Pranayama could directly promote healing to a distal body part!!
Great post! My cousin experienced the same thing. And she was kind of desperate of trying every treatment she can have but, Yoga and Physiotherapy worked perfectly for her. It was so amazing that we have this kind of treatments.
Hi Carrie! Thank you for the comment. Yes, more and more Physical Therapists are using yoga in their treatments. It truly is a more holistic way to approach healing; not to mention the increased amount of one on one time that is spent with clients has benefits as well. For a list of Physical Therapists who are using a yogic approach in their treatment approach, please visit http://www.fizzyyoga.info There may be one located near you!
A friend in Michigan just sent me a link to your site this morning and it could not be more timely. Last Wednesday marked four months since I suffered a catastrophic fall in which I broke my heck. My neurosurgeon says I have the capacity to recover full motion. After I was released from physical therapy two weeks ago I started doing some minimal yoga at home. I found a studio in town (about an hour from here) and started yoga again – slowly. In spite of slowly, I am sore all over. I experienced a lot of muscle atrophy in my confinement so I have a lot to make up. loved this article, knowing I have company!
Wow, thanks for sharing your story, Sharon! It's wonderful news to hear that your neurosurgeon said you have the capacity to regain full motion! I'm at week 5 post-injury, and I'm learning something new about 'healing' each and every day. Nope, you are not alone! Yoga can be used to heal on so many levels; we just need to ensure we use it wisely and safely! If you need guidance to ensure you are being safe and doing poses unique to your condition, or avoiding ones that aren't appropriate for you, you may be interested in checking to see if a physiotherapist in your area uses yoga as part of their rehab approach: http://www.fizzyyoga.info is the online directory. All the best in your healing. Namaste!